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I was doing dishes the other day when I got hit by a stifling wave of death-fear, the kind that doubles you over in panic. Usually I can breathe through the attacks, but this time I had to stop washing dishes and hightail it to the backyard, where Craigers was busy w/ one landscaping task or another.

We hugged a lot, and Craigers explained that once I was dead I wouldn't have to worry about being dead, anymore. That was comforting, I guess, but sheesh...contemplating non-consciousness gives one a headache!
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Lately, I've been taking up a little Kate and Allie. Sometime during season two we're treated to Kate karate kicking a New York City phone booth while Allie fiendishly giggles. This Kate does because they're all out of quarters; they have only tokens.

At times like this, it's a bit anarchistic.

Other times it's god-awfully screwball, as when Kate's public relations turn Allie's casual baking business into a breakneck thirteen cake a day habit.

And still yet are its wonderful, schizoid, political moments. In "The Landlady", the duo are forced to feign (a somewhat homophobic) lesbianism to escape a rent hike, but end up accepting their landlady's invite (once they've been outted as hetero) to the local queer dance when she also turns out to be a long time gay.

"A lot of people wouldn't consider a gay couple a family, but you do. And now, so do we," Kate tells the landlady.

Allie chimes in, "A family is anybody who wants to share their lives together [...] it's love that defines a family. And it can be any kind of love: your kind, our kind, theirs..."

That's not too shabby for 80s television, if you ask me!

And the end theme, like a cherry on top, suggesting life might be worth living after all:

o_O

Mar. 7th, 2009 10:17 pm
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Craig is digging through a box of old rocks while Gavin Bryar's The Sinking of the Titanic plays in the background.

I'm trying to avoid thoughts of stagnation, thoughts of change.

The past couple of days have been one part alcohol withdrawal (from that bottle and a half of wine I polished off) and two parts post-traumatic stress from the illuminating sight of broadcast suicides: Ricardo Cerna and Bud Dwyer, and some British dad who hanged himself from the rafters during webchat. There's even that one black kid who fell asleep to death a month or two ago.

It's strange how sure they seemed to be, how determined. Or maybe how really afraid and just ready to leap they were, thankful that dozens or hundreds or thousands would finally see them, though only in death they were seen.
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It turns out there's also Christine Chubbock, a copy of whose suicide live feed is holy grail in the online video gore/suicide scene. These were the words she delivered to preface her final television appearance:
In keeping with Channel 40's policy of bringing you the latest in blood and guts, and in living color, we bring you another first — an attempted suicide.
Can you believe that shit? It all makes Paddy Chayefsky and the sort of okay satire Network seem just a tad bit disrespectful, don't you think?

From suicides, I moved on to Wikipedia's List of Unusal Deaths. Don't even get me started on the Boston Molasses Disaster:
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PS Gratitude to whoever it was who sent us this (and I'm pretty sure I know who you are):
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My psychotic break had me paranoid that Craigers and I were going to be murdered in the near future. But now that I feel better, I feel only thank yous.

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